You are not crazy in love. What you are is vaguely drunk. Head buzzing, electric. Non-electric tooth brush. You shower to "Videotape" by Radiohead. You are alive.

*****
You're pretty sure this homeless dude is the Grim Reaper.He barely slides past the closing doors, floating slowly down the car. One arm outstretched, shaking an invisible cup, mouth moving without sound escaping.
He's looking directly at you, eyes dark and gaping. He's moving toward you, hovering like a shadow. You wonder if your soul is gone. Are you still alive?
"Chaaaaaaaange," he finally whispers. You hand him the uneaten half of your bagel. He exits at 72nd Street.
You listen to "A Change Is Gonna Come."
*****
It's a miracle that this Asian girl is standing under the weight of her suitcases. There is something profound about her confusion. She has fallen from the moon and landed in your train car.
You feel the need to inform her that she exists. And also that the next stop is Times Square, which is probably where she's going. She's too frightened to look up from her luggage.
*****
The 7 train starts moving right as you sit down. It's dark underground. The blurry lights feel appropriate. "In The Aeroplane Over the Sea" comes on shuffle and for a moment you think "I am the happiest human in the whole wide world."
You are probably still drunk.











18 comments:
The Asian girl brought to mind the movie Mystery Train. Don't know why, but if you've never seen it I believe you would like it.
I wake up to Good Morning by John Legend.
Sometimes I wake up feeling bitter and just tell my phone to shut up. Not in the mood for a love song. Especially when it's still pitch dark outside.
The only way to make it even better would be to chew on some sour patch kids :P
Found your site via Hipstercrite. I likey.
I went to sleep to The Library.
http://www.littleurl.net/616cb8
Woke up coughing.
Love this. So many great sentences.
Whoa, this is very well written. I know exactly how this feels.
Loved this. More please! :)
oooh...great visuals, my dear
Mr. Charleston- I really liked Coffee and Cigarettes and Broken Flowers, so I have a feeling I will. I just added it to my Netflix que. Immediate gratification is amazing. I never have to remember anything anymore.
P-huong- I know what you mean.
I usually leave my Ipod on shuffle, so I don't know if I'm waking up to Nine Inch Nails or "Good Day Sunshine."
Mr. C- Nom nom nom. Sour Patch make everything better.
Unitqm- Lauren is wonderful, isn't she?
Everyone else - Thank you!
The rather frightening thing about this is, I am playing an iTunes playlist right now and the last song played? "Aeroplane Over The Sea". The next song? "No Surprises" by Radiohead. Different song to yours but still. Whoa!
Superb writing
Vegetable Assassin- Whoa. We both have frighteningly good taste in music.
Peach Tart- Thanks!!
Wonderful post. I kind of wish I was still drunk. Oh wait, I'm newly drunk.
I should just start quoting you.
This was a beautiful poem and I'm quite envious.
*uncorked- Ha. I'm going to this thing tonight, it's a women's wine group called Girls Uncorked. Immediately thought of you.
Cheryl- Nonsense, Starbucks. It's very hard not to quote you.
Tennyson- The fact that you considered my post a poem make me happy. Thanks.
jesus christ! 'in the aeroplane over the sea' is the fucking most sentimental song in the world.
and showering to 'videotape'... ha ha ha i just pictured you scrubbing your hair with slow scrubs that go with the music and staring at nothing. videooo taaaaape videoo taaape.
loving the luggage asian.
Oddly enough, your slow scrubbing image is pretty accurate.
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